11.20.09
it always feels like i have stronger feelings than he does for me, idk why but it does. its like i dont make him happy anymore. im scared of him finding someone better than me. im scared of not lasting “forever” and being without him. things are gonna change after high school and we’ve already grown apart as it is, were gonna be even more distant after high school. i dont think he knows how important he is to me or how much i really do love him and care for him. im just scared of falling out of love with him or not being happy.